My granny (Ivy) is out of the hospital.
I took her home with me
I couldn’t even leave her in care of the nurses
I tried it and a few days (she smelled) so everyday I have to love up and care
her kidneys need healing
she is off her diabetic and hypertension medication
but now she is anemic
and needs a nurse to administer medication 3 times a week
her feet are swollen so she can barely walk
I hold her.
I make a belt from the top sheet and hold her and we walk
so she doesn’t fall alone
So, i carry the weight of it I mean her
It is the first night I get a moment to relax
lol not relax but
I got her into bed
it took me two nights
she just peed the couch
and she didnt wana be cleaned
I had convince her she doesnt have to sit all night in the pee
she is in the bedroom now, and i only have one bed
the front of the house smells like pee
I dont know where and how I am going to sleep but
I dont know what after the but
But the distress is really its own blessing
you see
normally pee sell is repulsive
but when a love one has kidney failure
pee is a kinda stenched hallelujah
