After days of going to meet the deadlines, which my children are still no where near meeting.
I opted to check in with myself.
This was more than tiredness.
I can feel my body, my mind, energy depleted
But I still felt as if I need to show up
And although I am giving my best.
With A FULL time table of below average ability children
Teaching through a pandemic
Nothing about me believes I can pause
and give my self a break, before I break
We need to meet the deadlines