Today when I got there
she really can not move
so there were flies around her the stroke
has left her moth ajar some what when i wet it and put on lip gloss to keep it mosite
she would bite down- but she is to weak to inflict any harm
so i saw the flies and I was like
the stench
is she rotten alive- i dont know why i thought that but i did
so I sat for a while
then I started checking her
and I realised she had messed
i was like ok
then it was
and I proceeded to put on my protective gear and clean up
Nurses are not very different from teachers
I noticed the system
the overwhelming demand
the short staff
the impossible missions
and I reminded myself
those children who have an advocate are the ones who do well
so, I just continued to clean her
when I needed help
I called for help
when most of the mess was gone
I am so exhausted.
I wanted to stay home today
every time I show up there is need for my presence
